How would I get rid of mother and father who are dangerous to my peace .

 Rent a space in another place . I can have money , but I cannot have heart , to wish for my own normalness . 

I m most warm hearted for myself . 

Lose weight , by getting more sugar through liver than through mouth . It is a first step to cool the heart it

Grandfather buyed me study table , would Mother ever ? 

Mother rejected me to participate in Earth Science Olympiad as well , it would only make me better in education , and better student as well . but was rejected even when there was no loss of money or concentration . 

She treats chachi as her mother , and sees me as slave of uncle's dog .